This world will never be What I expected And if I don't belong Who would have guessed it

Wow, kinda forgot about my blog! Whoops! :)

There is alot to update on, but I will try to keep it as short as possible! Mikey and I ended up not staying together, we had alot of differences that didn't seem to be able to be worked out and it was mutual (for the most part). I had developed a little crush on a friend of mine, T and I knew that not being with Mikey was for the best. T and I ended up getting together and have been together for almost 3 months now. I believe he is my soul mate for real! I love every moment I have with him and he treats me like a princess! Because of this I have since moved out of my apt with Mikey and now I am living above the kennel I work for part time! I love the apt. it is so nice and big!!! I have been extremely happy in that aspect of my life, which of course means some other aspect has to take a beating because god forbid everything just go right in my life. Money sucks for me right now because of moving into my new place. I literally have $0 and many bills to pay! It stresses out big time and on top of that I HATE my full time job. There's too much girly drama which I hate and am not used to. Sure there was a little drama at Enterprise, but it was never like this! I am so bored everyday and dealing with bitchiness and cattiness does not help!!! I just count the hours until 5 everday. Someone please tell me why I went to college to do something I hate!!! =(

Anyways, enough of that, T's birthday is today and on Sunday I took him to the Phillies game for his bday! It was super hot out and the Phils lost but we had a blast anyways!!

View from our seats!!!

yay!!!

My babe and I at the game!!

Trying to see things through your eyes...

So, seems life is really getting me down today. The day just started out all wrong. The traffic was real bad and it has been rainy all day. Then I texted Mikey because I was worried about being late and he just shot back with a text about how I am always negative which has got me in a funk all day. He has seemed weird with me since last night and I just don't know what's going on with him. I hate that I feel like he is always pointing out all the negatives, all the things he doesn't like about me. I can't help it that this is a stressful time in my life, mostly financial and he has never had to deal with the financial stresses I have, so he doesn't know what I go through. I don't feel I am negative, I am just real and I also worry alot, so I guess that comes across wrong to him. I know he has my best interests at heart but sometimes it comes across all wrong. I am getting weirded out by the way he is acting, because he is acting how guys usually act when they want to to break up...he hasn't even returned my 'I love you' text even though him and I had just been texting back and forth...I just wish somebody could guide me on this road called life, because it's getting harder to figure out where I am supposed to be when I had just thought it was going in the right direction.


I am trying to see things through his eyes, but I can't justify changing who I am...this is me, love me or leave me!


You know you love me xoxo...

This is a big world, That was a small town, There in my rear view mirror, Disappearing now.....

It's the Thursday before Easter weekend...it's beautiful outside and I am stuck here at work for another half hour! Nothing has been too exciting this week, just the normal work, and going home, having dinner, and watching my shows. Don't know why, but when the weather gets nice like this I get the urge to go do something...like eat out a deck or something...ok sorry for the ADD moment but a guy at my work just walked by and his hair was all slicked back and it was hilarious!! WOW...ok anyways...lately I have just been bored with everything...I think I need a vaca, but can't afford that right now...if anybody has any ideas of how to change it up a little let me know!!

You know you love me! xoxo

Random thoughts...

Hello! Welcome to my new blog! =) I figured I would start this thing because my friends that have babies are all doing it! I don't have babies, but I have my little chihuahua and she is my angel and I pretty much consider her my baby, so I guess it counts!



The first picture is of her being her cute little self when I took her on mine and her first camping trip to Raystown Lake last summer (2008)!

As I write this I am taking a break from work at my job at AAA. Currently, I live my boyfriend, Mikey and his roommate, Chris! It's definitely interesting living with two boys, but I love it! Here's a pic. of my two silly roomies!

I love all of the friends I have made in my 3 years of living in Harrisburg and I do miss all of my friends from home too! I am going to try to keep this updated so I can look back on all of my memories! Check back soon and I will leave ya with some fun pictures!!

This is a picture of my boyfriend and I at his friend's wedding about a month or so after we started dating!

The above pictures is of me and my girls that I work with at AAA on Valentine's Day! We sure like to celebrate holidays!!

This is one of my favorite pictures! I met Paris Hilton on November 29, 2008! Best day ever! She was just as awesome in person!!

Well, I shall post more later when I get a chance!

You know you love me! xoxo <3>